Post by Enishi on Apr 13, 2012 18:08:10 GMT -5
OOC: Manji, I know what we discussed and my situation in this regard has not changed. I just had a little time and felt like writing this. I hope it fits what you had in mind ![;)](//storage.proboards.com/forum/images/smiley/wink.png)
Once again, Enishi pondered. Though he had not planned it this way, it seemed more and more this conversation would give his new persona a solid reputation as "that slow-witted monk". Oh well, followers of Hitomi were always known more for their devotion than their cleverness.
There seemed to be an easy answer to the shugenja's questions. He could tell him that every man had the choice of his own path in life. That no one could bind and enslave a man that knew his place in the world, and that this place was for no one to decide. From the ring of Manji's voice, that kind of answers could play to his mood. But that solution was not without risk either.
On one side, Enishi was more and more convinced that there were several "voices", for lack of a better word, leading the conversation right now. He could not discern yet whether pleasing one could upset another. On the other side, he just could not be certain he would be able to give those lies a ring of truth. Once again, fooling someone as powerful as Tamori Manji was no small feat to begin with, and his changed nature could just as well raise that to legendary. Enishi was a skilled liar - in no small part because he had a gift for staying close to the truth.
"You will have to forgive me for answering your question with another question – it may be the worst habit I picked up in the mountains. I must say it has proved useful at times. On such serious matters, it helps me think aloud.
Instead of imagining what you just described, I will take the liberty of envisioning something quite different, perhaps even the opposite. Let us think of a ronin, perhaps a skilled duelist in its own right, wandering the land without a master in a quest of his own. He has no master, no path imposed upon him. He may as well have no family, come to think of it. His skill with the blade is so great that he has nothing to fear from others. Surely, that man carries no chains. Does he?
But let us think again. Such is that man's skill that he certainly learned with one of the greatest. From that sensei, he learned not only techniques, but surely he inherited a certain vision. That vision drives him. The quest he calls his is so only because he chose to make it so. Or rather, he chose not to reject it – and for good reason, for what would he have replaced it with? Like all of us, that man is chained to his own history. He can choose to live with it, or to refuse it, he can strive to live up to his past or to become greater than it, but he cannot ignore it.
Now, while we are at it, let us imagine for a second a man with no past. Perhaps he had a past, but something has changed in him and no one remembers this past. Perhaps he cannot even remember it himself. That man truly has no parents, no master, nothing to hold and chain him. Is that man free? Free to carve his own destiny for himself? Well, do you think he is? Does that man not live within the world, within the celestial order? Does this simple fact not bind him, perhaps in stronger chains that a family, a lord or a sensei? Can he really claim to make his own destiny outside of the rules of the Celestial order?
This sounds a lot like something only a maho tsukai will say. And most wrongly so, for maho tsukai are bound in darker chains than all others. Do they not relinquish their soul to the control of Jigoku after all? Surely their power is a chain in and of itself. Come to think of it, are not all forms of powers chains that bind us to others, to duties, to the past stories of others?
And now, let us imagine a man with absolutely no power upon the world, and thus no responsibility whatsoever. Would this man be able to carve any destiny for himself? Surely not. He is but a puppet of the winds that carry him. His chains are stronger than all others, for he could not break even the slightest of them.
Now, I may seem to have digressed a lot from your initial question and I apologize for that. That side trek of the mind has helped me with the following question, that I promised you in the beginning. Why should I complain about being chained and bound to others and their wills, when I cannot even fathom being free of chains and bindings?"
![;)](http://storage.proboards.com/forum/images/smiley/wink.png)
Once again, Enishi pondered. Though he had not planned it this way, it seemed more and more this conversation would give his new persona a solid reputation as "that slow-witted monk". Oh well, followers of Hitomi were always known more for their devotion than their cleverness.
There seemed to be an easy answer to the shugenja's questions. He could tell him that every man had the choice of his own path in life. That no one could bind and enslave a man that knew his place in the world, and that this place was for no one to decide. From the ring of Manji's voice, that kind of answers could play to his mood. But that solution was not without risk either.
On one side, Enishi was more and more convinced that there were several "voices", for lack of a better word, leading the conversation right now. He could not discern yet whether pleasing one could upset another. On the other side, he just could not be certain he would be able to give those lies a ring of truth. Once again, fooling someone as powerful as Tamori Manji was no small feat to begin with, and his changed nature could just as well raise that to legendary. Enishi was a skilled liar - in no small part because he had a gift for staying close to the truth.
"You will have to forgive me for answering your question with another question – it may be the worst habit I picked up in the mountains. I must say it has proved useful at times. On such serious matters, it helps me think aloud.
Instead of imagining what you just described, I will take the liberty of envisioning something quite different, perhaps even the opposite. Let us think of a ronin, perhaps a skilled duelist in its own right, wandering the land without a master in a quest of his own. He has no master, no path imposed upon him. He may as well have no family, come to think of it. His skill with the blade is so great that he has nothing to fear from others. Surely, that man carries no chains. Does he?
But let us think again. Such is that man's skill that he certainly learned with one of the greatest. From that sensei, he learned not only techniques, but surely he inherited a certain vision. That vision drives him. The quest he calls his is so only because he chose to make it so. Or rather, he chose not to reject it – and for good reason, for what would he have replaced it with? Like all of us, that man is chained to his own history. He can choose to live with it, or to refuse it, he can strive to live up to his past or to become greater than it, but he cannot ignore it.
Now, while we are at it, let us imagine for a second a man with no past. Perhaps he had a past, but something has changed in him and no one remembers this past. Perhaps he cannot even remember it himself. That man truly has no parents, no master, nothing to hold and chain him. Is that man free? Free to carve his own destiny for himself? Well, do you think he is? Does that man not live within the world, within the celestial order? Does this simple fact not bind him, perhaps in stronger chains that a family, a lord or a sensei? Can he really claim to make his own destiny outside of the rules of the Celestial order?
This sounds a lot like something only a maho tsukai will say. And most wrongly so, for maho tsukai are bound in darker chains than all others. Do they not relinquish their soul to the control of Jigoku after all? Surely their power is a chain in and of itself. Come to think of it, are not all forms of powers chains that bind us to others, to duties, to the past stories of others?
And now, let us imagine a man with absolutely no power upon the world, and thus no responsibility whatsoever. Would this man be able to carve any destiny for himself? Surely not. He is but a puppet of the winds that carry him. His chains are stronger than all others, for he could not break even the slightest of them.
Now, I may seem to have digressed a lot from your initial question and I apologize for that. That side trek of the mind has helped me with the following question, that I promised you in the beginning. Why should I complain about being chained and bound to others and their wills, when I cannot even fathom being free of chains and bindings?"